there are 3 things that i want to experience. Not something big, but something that money can't buy and i need to find a way to get these 3 things if i really really want it. Kinda like achieving something in my adolescence years. Something to scribble off my 'Been there, Done that' list. And those things are to:

1. Be a groupie, not the american kind! Just the kind that hangs around with the band. Knows them personally as friends.
2. Date a rockstar! Could be the band's lead guy? Must be fun aite?
3. Have a song written for me.
   

Its like a connected list. U got one, u might as well get the other 2. Its a wishful thinking. Hey, a girl can dream!

1. Enor: Ade this one time, just the 2 of us...gelak sakan! We were laughing sbb tersasul cakap, sampai sentence jadi kelakar. Lecturers la mostly. Mood gila jadi mood geli. Yang tu enor. Ijat cakap 'mad bood' instead of bad mood.
2. Dill: She's like Phoebe! Gila quirky, cakap merepek2. Benda yg org lain x langgar boleh je dia tersadung ke ape ke? Clumsy!
3. Anip: Dalam kelas when we were laughing quietly about Encik Azrul's pet peeve tapi bila sampai kat dia, gelak besar! X control langsung.
4. Arie: When he farted at me, gila konfiden ko eh?? Mentang2 dah selesa. X senonoh. Oh ada sekali dlm kelas dia suruh bau ketiak! Bangang! For the record i didnt sniff ok?
5. Pali: He wanted to play football, tapi malas to change his pants. So he was thinking OUT LOUD if he should play in his boxers, but his balls nanti bergoyang. Sengal! Aku kt sebelah ko x fikir ke?
6. Sayoq: Hang makan roti canai mcm makan nasik. Dahlah tu, pinggan licin mcm xyah cuci.
7. Phia: Dia tumpahkan kuah kat pinggan Sara mase first time kitorang lunch bersama.
8. Sara: Haaaa, minah ni nak ponteng tp disebabkan a name mentioned her name terus jumpa jalan ke kelas!
9. Yana: Yana banyak sangat benda kelakar.
10. Intan: She wanted to say something but accidentally joined Arie and I singing and when she realised, dgn lajunye nk cover tapi kantoi babe!
11. Pakchaq: Dia nih suka koya (khayal). One time, dia koya tgk kolam, at 7pm kolam tu light up and ade water fountain. Boleh x dia terkejut? Ce'ot sungguh.
12. Imad: the best driver! Banyak kes buli dia nih.
13. Punat: He's simply the sweetest.
14. Ken: Aaaaahhh! Si comel suka bloopers.
15. Abu: The most colourful, kan sayang?
16. Nik: Singing off key- LOUDLY!
17. Sari Atikah: Minah ni kentut xde bunyi, tp bau jangan cerita!
18. Tisa: She's a hotstuff, a silent one.
19. Tasya: Explicit details unmentioned, but there's a lot going on when we fight.
20. Fyka: Teman bergelak even if we dont understand half of it.
21. Alan: He put MY finger in his nose!
22. Ijat: Manushia Esth! Dia tsebut huruf S lain tsikit.
23. Bal: His ears turns pink when he blushes, and we walked around KL Sentral showing off his A4 size photo of him posing like the Death Note actor, unnoticed! Embarassing because i was holding the photo.
24. Ekin: A girl was possesed, but she and i were laughing at each other. She saw me fell while trying to run away. I was shocked, ok?
25. AP: Dia bawak ktorang main hujan atas bukit.
26. Sharif: Suke main misscall dlm class, sekali kene backhand. Tros xde dah!

Rules of the tag:
Pick the month of your birth.
Bold the 5-10 things that most apply to you.
Strike out everything that doesn't apply to you.
Place the list of all the months under a cut.
Tag 6 people from your friends list to do the same.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Perlu ke tag orang?
Fine, i tag...

Sheryl,
Shammy,
Emon,
Sape2 lah yang baca my blog.

Budak-budak yang perasan indie dan baru mengenal orang2 indie. Sembang nak best, pastu cerita pasal orang mcm dorang kenal orang tu. Adelah a few, cerita-cerita pasal Sue Anna Joe, Fynn Jamal or maybe even Ahmad Kamal Abu Bakar (yg ni lain cerita...enter frame saja). Kelakar gila! Sembang nak gah. Hello, they're just people. Same like others only a bit more known than the rest.

Ada lagi, masih lagi dlm context indie. Budak2 sekolah yang pergi gigs dressing maut! Lagi kelakar. Tak padan dengan umur. Dahlah badan katik2, pastu nak flirt2. Ingat kitorang umur brape? Perlease lah! Yang laki sume dressing nak urban, sluar skinny berkaler-kaler. T-shirt indie, dangling chains, ko fikir ko ghetto? Yang pompuan pulak, fuuhhhh! Baju nk tayang saje! Ape bende nak tayang pun xtau. Flat. Pastu pakai heels 5 inci. Join crowd, sumpah lawak! Out of place habis.

Aha! Lagi satu yang PALING ikut trend. Starting up their own clothing label yang mana all the designs are either a) ciplak from devianart whoever or b) designed using the computer software.
Hello!!!! U need to draw those stuff lah cerdik! Dahlah kononnya ketengahkan art, tapi ntahape-hape. Bila bwk design nk gi printing, tak lepas, sbb susah nak print, charges mahal, x menjadi so tukar design. Adeyh! Semak lah! Dahlah bukan main banyak clothing label, nama merepek2 pulak tuh. Semak!

Tambah lagi semak, poser photographers. Bawak camera bagak2 SLR konon hebat tapi rupanya bwk camera tu utk accessories je. Ishk! Muak laaa..clean up the scene! While we're at it...buang sekali band asal boleh. People yg start up a band just because nk fit in. Mane nak dapat quality musicians macam tuh! Diversity mmg banyak, tapi mane nk stand out bila lousy ones who 'fight' for the same type of music dah naik dulu.

Kalau ikut the supply-demand context, mmg xde demand dah. Too many suppliers. Be it music, art, musicians, dah sesak sangat. People, stay true to your art, stay true to yourselves! Let those who really are worth a place in the scene get recognition. Kalau sume yg tahpape yg naik sampai bila people nak take it seriously? No chances langsung.

Im protective when i started to care about others. Especially girls.
And damnit! One of them is ROSAK! I know its not my live to live, tapi its frikkin annoying bila u got to know about the wrong things they're doing lepastu dengan bangganya mereka pegi canang satu dunia. Bodoh! Nothing to be proud of lah gila, sedar sikit boleh? You're young...tak padan dengan umur. Mix dengan orang salah, pandai2 lah jaga diri. Yang pergi ikut buat apa? Tak dapat benefits pun. Ishk! Lama dah simpan, its bursting out sebab makin lama makin teruk. And its worrying! Tell me, how can i help you when you dont want to help yourself? Cakap banyak2 tak guna gak, u have to make the choice. Jangan tunggu sampai bende yang xleh handle jadi baru nak sedar. Perlease laaa, time tu i'll rub it in your face. Dont make me say I told you so.

1) What is your dream when you were in your childhood?
That 20cent can buy me Bina (Ribena), Pihahat (Pizza Hut) and tuting (puting/pacifier) So comel! Aha!

2) Rainy days or sunny days? Why?
Its Malaysia, we get those everyday all around, nak...kabus lah. Romantis!

3) Which do you like the most? Black or White?
Black, it goes with anything. but then i noticed sometimes i look good in white too.

4) Who would you marry?
hmmm...keanu reeves still available?

5) Where is the place you would like to go most? Why?
Europe, go on a eurotrip. Culture, history, new things to expose myself to.

6) Who are you most afraid of losing?
Family.

7) When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
Nangis teruk2, separate myself from the world, duduk senyap2 sorang2, lie on the bed doing nothing. Call someone and pour my heart out.

8 ) What is the one thing you can never tired of?
Lepak dan gelak2 bersama teman-teman.

9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him? Or just keep the secret in the heart, observing by yourself?
Ahahahahaha, i dunno if its love but i did confessed. Gila kan? X pernah2 dalam hidup. Tapi once, mmg its a year long crush i kept it to myself.

10) Have you ever been cheated or cheat someone’s love??
Never had that special someone before.

11) Which preferably, text or instant messaging?
Text, my phone is always with me.

12) If you could choose to be a celebrity or model, which and why.
Johnny Depp, damn wonderful character actor, and then he can find myself to marry him. Heh heh heh!

13) What is your ambition?
To own my own gig venue. Its a few years life plan la.

14) Would you rather be someone else at this moment?
Nope. Just me, with more money.

15) If you could have 1 dream come true, what would it be
To own a successful gig venue.

16) What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
You never know kan? Repent.

17) Who’s your favourite cartoon character?
Characters from JL. Tapi if satu, hmmmm Wolverine.

18) What do you think that is most important in your life?
Family. Religion. Faith.

19)What do you need now?
Money, my exam result!!!

20) If you could choose something to carry along with you to your afterlife, what would it be?
Pahala. Lots of it.

Yeah, this is A. Samad Said. The sasterawan negara. I've known him as Aki my whole life. Thanks to my presence at Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka everyday up till im 12 years old. I was brought up there, and i have met all types of people and never have i known, they are people who are somebody in the literary world.

Aki is a friend of both my parents, he remembers them but never me. If i see him anywhere, ill introduce myself as Faikha and Fahmi's daughter. To which his reply will be, and have always been "Oh, saya ingat mereka! Saya ke majlis perkahwinan mereka dahulu."
Yerp, everytime.

Ok, the point of my long ontroduction is to tell an incident that happened to me in college. During orientation week, my 2 friends Arie and Pali was having a conversation and making fun about beards. And the most prominent person with a notable beard is no one else other than Aki Samad. In his defence (and to be a part of the conv) i said "Oi, u better watch what you said, thats my grandpa you're talking about!" And of course they were stunned. Heh! Nicely played.

Little that i know, the joke was thought to be real until one day, 1 week short from the end of my first semester a guy put up his courage and asked me if i really am the grand-daughter of A. Samad Said. Imagine my response. I had a laughing fit! A dormful of boys got to know about it and have been discussing among themselves. Of course, the word spread like bonfire. Oh boys, they gossip more than girls do.

01. Hair color: Black, coloured? X kesah.
02. Eye color: Dark..preferably brown can match mine.
03. Height: Tall guys are hot.
04. Six pack: yg x noticable kind is acceptable.
05. Long or short hair: my dad ada long hair dulu,so x kesah. clean cut is fine too.
06. Glasses: aha! boleh juga
07. Peircings: xmau!
08. Scars: i have one myself, its not his fault kalaupun ada.
09. Eyebrows: Entah, x pernah nk notice sampai camtu.
10. Big butt or little: gahahahahahahah!!!
11. Chest hair: ewwww
12. Buff or Skinny: skinny
13. Straight teeth, Gap or Braces: Straight tp ada braces chomel (=
14. Funny or Serious: funny, tp kene ada serious moments
15. Party or Stay home: oh! mixture of both.
16. Should he cook or bake something: hahaha, kalau boleh.
17. Should he have a best friend: du-uh?
18. Should he have a lot of girlfriends: as long as there is only 1 special one
19. Outgoing or Shy: owh! shy guys cute..tp kalau shy but outgoing LAGI cute! (=
20. Sarcastic or Sincere: sarcastic, i like a teaser.
21. Should he love his mother: A must.

22. Watch chick flicks with you: xleh pun xpe..sbb i prefer gory muvis.
23. Would he be a smoker: suke hati, got used to it dah.
24. Would he drink: NO. Never.
25. Would he swear: not too much lah.
26. Would he play with your hair: yes?
27. One or more girls at a time: One
28. Would he pay for the dates: go dutch!
29. Does he kiss you on the 1st date: no, xnk.
30. Where would you go to dinner: aha! i dont mind actually..xyah fancy2.
31. Would he bring you flowers: x perlu
32. Would he lay under the stars with you: haha..if he can.
33. Would he write poetry about you: a song lyric boleh?
34. Would he call you hunny, sweetie or baby: hunny is like my name, syg best kot. pet names lagi best.
35. Would he hang out with you and your friends: Yes.
36. Would you hang with him and his friends: Yeah (=
37. Will he walk you to the door: hmmm, haruslah
38. Holding hands: uh huh.
39. Soccer: hmmm..ok
40. Baseball: rounders?
41. Basketball: oooooowwhhh!!!
42. Football: same soccer la kan.
43. Water polo: kaya la kot sebenarnye kan?
44. Surf: oooowwwwwhhhh!!!
45. Skateboard: aha!
46. Snowboard: kaya la kot sebenarnye kan?
47. Sing: it wud really please me.
48. Plays guitar: yes please!
49. Piano: serenade me.
5o. Play drums: oho! hot kot!
51. Clean his room: yes please.
52. Paint/Draw/Sculpt: draw, paint..hmmm??
53. Writes his own music: oh god yes!
54. Uses the word dude: on occasion.
55. Uses the word tight: sory, ni malaysia...x rempit ah camtu!
56. Would he watch the sunrise with you: aku bangun pagi pun tidak.
57. What kind of car does he drive: a clean one
58. How old is he: older, sedikit.
59. What would his name be: Hahahahahahahahahahahha, take a WILD guess!

Oh well, belom boleh lari.

8 things I'm passionate about -

1. Family
2. Friends, large crowd of people i know and care about
3. Books
4. My faith, little petty things that i can hold to..
5. My principles.
6. Movies and music, in any kind
7. Performances
8. My studies

8 Things I want to do before I die -

1. Travel as far I can
2. Get at least a Degree
3. Skyjump
4. Live abroad
5. Own my own gig venue
6. Get my name listed in history book or in history.
7. Wear tudung
8. Be a person my family can be proud of

8 things I say often -

1. Yeah right!
2. Skejap!! (such a slacker!)
3. Haruslah.
4. Mu elok skeetttt (yg ni kene influence org ganu)
5. Wazza hommie!
6. Boleh, ape plak xleh?? (Influence Adly)
7. Zmaarrt!
8. Bosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnn!!!!

8 books I’ve recently read -

1. True Confessions
2. She Woke Up Married
3. Bookends
4. Are You Afraid of The Dark?
5. Adam dan Hawa (bosan okeh??)
6. Lost for Words
7. Chinese Whispers
8. Introduction to Mass Communication in the Digital Age

8 songs I could listen to over and over again -

Oh god, do i have too?

1. Everyday by Dish
2. I'm Yours by Jason Mraz
3. Faith by Seven Collar T-Shirt
4. All Apologies by Nirvana
5. Black by Pearl Jam
6. Silverchair's Across The Night
7. Drown by Nervedeless
8. Yuna's Deeper Conversation

8 things that attract me to my best friends -

1. She's easy to talk to.
2. Same wavelength.
3. Likable, tolerable
4. She can tolerate me.
5. Cute, perky, easy on the eyes.
6. She can talk some sense into me when others cant.
7. Not pushy, but persuasive.
8. We share...everything. No secrets.

Ive been reading romance from LBD Series and since i have been broke for a while now, i am far away from catching up and they kept coming with various new titles! Argh!!

Please help me complete the list? Preety please? Wishlist ni.

• A Kept Woman by Susan Donovan
• Accidental Virgin
• Chinese Whispers by Marisa Mackle
• Confessions of an Air Hostess by Marisa Mackle
• Daisy's Back in Town by Rachel Gibson
• Decent Exposure
• Falling out of Fashion by Karen Yampolsky
• Forget About It by Caprice Crane
• How to Sleep with a Movie Star by Kristin Harmel
• I'm in no Mood for Love by Rachel Gibson
• Lola Carlyle Reveals All
• One Night Standby Julie Cohen
• Reality Check by
• She'll Take it by Mary Carter
• Step on it, Cupid by Lorelei Mathias
• The Art of French Kissing
• The Bachelorette Party by Karen McCullah Lutz
• The Forever Summer by Susanne Macpherson
  
• The Men's Guide to the Women's Bathroom by Jo Barrett
  
• This is How it Happened
  
• True Love (And Other Lies) by Whitney Gaskell
  
• Wish You Were Here by Phillipa Ashley

1. Exercise such as swimming and jogging daily. If only i can be that consistent.
2. Be a slacker, stay home at watch DVDs all day. And then, continue after midnight.
3. Go to your dad's office, use the computer all day, free internet usage!
4. Spend time with your cousin who is rich because she just quit her job, and get her to spend her money on you.
5. Accompany the same cousin wherever she wants to go, and make sure she knows you are broke.
6. Borrow books from your niece, who actually surprise you because she's reading the same books as you are and those books are mostly inappropriate for her age.
7. Waste your time at your cousins house, watch DVDs, use internet for free, eat free food, borrow the latest titles, and of course, spend time with the brat kids.
8. Make phone calls, a lot of calls inquiring about rooms or houses to let because your dormates who supposedly wants to live with you doesn't make an effort to look for it and dump everything on you. Seriously!
9. Go to gigs for free because your bestie sells her stuff there.
10. Chat with you lecturer.
11. Blog selagi boleh.
    
12. On Myspace/Facebook/YM sampai lebam.
    
13. Pretend your helping with the family's Family Day planning tapi sebenarnya malas.
14. Thinking and re-thinking about going back to Semenyih.
15. Balik Semenyih and stay there for a week! Or until uni starts again.
    

Ok my aunt who just joined our family YahooGroup have been spamming things on the message board. So, i found this that grabbed my attention. Yerlaaa org bosan, bende2 merepek je best layan.

If your BIRTH DAY is .....

December 23rd ~ January 1st = Red

January 2nd ~ January 11th = Orange

January 12th ~ January 24th = Yellow

January 25th ~ February 3rd = Pink

February 4th ~ February 8th = Blue

February 9th ~ February 18th = Green

February 19th ~ February 28th = Brown

March 1st ~ March 10th = Aqua

March 11th ~ March 20th = Lime

March 21st = Black

March 22nd ~ March 31st = Purple

April 1st ~ April 10th = Navy

April 11th ~ April 20th = Silver

April 21st ~ April 30th = White

May 1st ~ May 14th = Blue

May 15th ~ May 24th = Gold

May 25th ~ June 3rd= Cream

June 4th ~ June 13th = Grey

June 14th ~ June 23rd = Maroon

June 24th = Grey

June 25th ~ July 4th = Red

July 5th ~ July 14th = Orange

July 15th ~ July 25th = Yellow

July 26th ~ August 4th = Pink

August 5th ~ August 13th = Blue

August 14th ~ August 23rd = Green

August 24th ~ September 2nd = Brown

September 3rd ~ September 12th = Aqua

September 13th ~ September 22nd = Lime

September 23rd = Olive

September 24th ~October 3rd = Purple

October 4th ~ October 13th = Navy

October 14th ~ October 23rd = Silver

October 24th ~November 11th = White

November 12th ~ November 21st = Gold

November 22nd ~ December 1st = Cream

December 2nd ~ December 11th = Grey

December 12th~ December 21st = Maroon

December 22nd = Teal

You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

The result is very much...BLOODY HELL! Its referring to my current situation Demmit!

Over!
Settle.
Takde chapter2 dah lepas ni.
Depends if there is lah.
But im tired, of feeling..Faham x?
No efforts done, have always known its not gonna happen, done!
Tak perlu susah-susah lagi.
Live life, x penting lah nak fikir lagi.
Might be just another crush.
So you told him, life goes on.
He's still there.
Kawan je lah kan?
Move on!

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people.This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first..NO CHEATING!

1. anip
2. arie
3. millie
4. enor
5. dila

DON'T READ AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED THE TOP

1. How did you meet 1?
introduction class, he was a few seats nxt to me talking bout straight edge.

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1.
ok kot kan anip? 7.

3. how long have you known 4?
dari darjah satu.

4. How do you know number 3 ?
pun dari darjah satu...d girl ive always wanted to be friends with throught school turns to be my bestfrend after school ended.

5. where's 5?
setiawangsa, bergayut sambil tertidur.

6.A fact about number 1?
he is freakin brilliant, kawan berapa lama..ull still get surprise with little facts.

7.Who is 4 going out with?
wafi and ahhh

8. What does 1 do for a living?
event organiser?

9. Would you live with number 3?
oh yesh!

10. What do you like about number 2 ?
dia blur, but a great friend!

11. Do you miss number 5 ?
mesti!

12. Would you make out with number 4?
hell no!

13. What’s your opinion of number 2 ?
walaupun dia blur, kepala berguna gak sebnanye.

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5 ?
dia penakut, slalu kene kacau hehe! best kacau dia!

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
they are. hahahahaah!!!!

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5 ?
of goz

17. Have you ever slept at 2 's house?
nope!

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
uh huh, still do, will not soon. shes leaving.

19. Who have you known the longest?
millie and enor

20. How often do you talk to 1 ?
byk juga?

21. What about 2 ?
mamat nih susah sket

22. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
yeaahhhhh! faham x millie? hihihihihi

23. Would you go out for a date with 5 ?
nah, ill pass. shes too weird.

24. Do you dream about 2 ?
gahahahahahahahaah sungguh tidak!

25. What did no. 4 did to you that you can never forget?
chaaak!!! pekhui!

26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
tatau..ade ke? yg worth mentioning?

27. What's 3's hobby?
ayed, fashion, dance?

The title got nothing to do with the blog post. And im trying to not mention him in my blog posts. Other than the chapters of course. Anyhow, im missing my friends more and more. Know what else i miss? Money. Lots and lots of money. I wish i can get money anytime i wish for it but hey, get real! Money aren't made of saliva or sweat. If it made of saliva, ill be freakin rich! Hanya perlu kumpulkan air liur Zamil, my CP brother. hihi

If i have money to burn, i can worry less bout my study expenses. Which includes the fees, living expenses, damn mahal rumah sewa, paying for books we dont need, internet usage, food and occasional splurge on things kononnya for studies.

And i soooooo need money to buy new wardrobe. Saya sangat amat perlukan pakaian baru!
So miskin nowdays i cant even afford new top. And i am so in need of new jeans. The old ones dah koyak rabak di hujung. Dah menipis juga, tunggu masa je la tu. And i have been wearing them since form 3.

During cuti ni, if i have the money i would have gone to the driving school to retake my test. I will need approximately RM200? Rm150 for the test, another rm30 to renew my L license and the baki for an hour of lesson just so i remember the roads again.
And yes, of course! Need to fix the laptop. Bloody blasted power failure. Wasted btol! I have to fork out rm160 just to fix the starter. Ngek!

Oh money, please come to me soon. I need you as my access to gigs, fun times with friends and therapy of shopping. PLEASE! I need you!

1. Laughing my ass so hard that when i look down to catch my breath, i accidentally got my straw stuck in my nostril. To which, i laugh even harder joined by the boys and only then i pull it out of my nose. So random!

2. Peed in my pants in the dorm from laughing so hard because Nik was singing off key while listening to her mp3 player and never noticed us telling her off or making fun of her.

3. Peed in my pants (yet again), cried, had runny nose and stomach cramps all at the same time because i was rolling on the floor laughing so hard with the girls, remembering all the funny things happened to us.

4. Not being able to control my laughters and got told off in Computer class because fyka was laughing with me to a joke she didn't even hear. She laughed because she saw me laugh.

5. Having Enor and Dila as my roommate, bedmate, shower buddies, 2/3 of me and the best girls i got to know there.

6. Meeting Pali, Phia, Sara, and Yana at first as groupmates during orientation week and later got closer as classmates and we still are!

7. Getting to know Arie and Anip, my best guys. In so many ways! My comfort zone.

8. Outings with Pakchaq, Punat, Imad. My car rides, my brothers, my guilty pleasures, my rule-breaking guardians.

9. Joining the boys in class! All of them..one gang, who accept me, a girl in their crew.

10. Not being able to control my bladder and bowel every time we hang out. And having friends who understand it.

11. Pulling out nighters once in a while with friends i trust and comfortable with, having fun.

12. Top of the pop in class! Hahahahaha i admit, im somewhat a teacher's pet. But i dont ass kiss them, they just love me! Hahahahahahaha

13. Achieving highest in Sociology for a test.

14. Winning debate between myself and the perfectionist, bighead class rep.

15. The moment when i fell on top of Nik, and Naz fell on top of me while trying to run away from our possessed dorm mate. We tried to squeeze between the bunk beds and ended up falling on top of each other.

16. Trying to control my laughters afterwards while holding the possessed girl's hands. I was nursing my bleeding lips also, by the way.

17. Trips to Sani! Each and every one of it. Makan best, org lagiiii best!

18. Lost my phone during a car ride to KL. But later found it in my folded end of the pants i was wearing.

19. Celebration of ending the semester with classmates at the dinner party we planned. Wore a dress, joget2, karaoke.

20. Second celebration on the same night afterwards with the boys, Phia, Sara and Yan. Midnight picnic at 13 joined by mosquitoes.

21. Layar Tanchap! And everything about that night.

22. Hogging Khulafa for breakfast, Abah for lunch and Rumah Hijau after dinner with mates.

23. Everyday! Nuff' sed.

Giving up. Letting go slowly. Tomorrow marks the 3rd month but I think im letting all hopes lose. Penat lah. As more people got to know bout it, the more i feel bored with the situations. More and more friends know about it now. Some have been really supportive that it surprises me. I didn't think the person i want to hide it the most from, can be the most supportive. His best friend, my closest male friend. He even suggested for us to go out on a double date. Funny!

I tried giving up not a while ago. For 2 weeks i didn't see him, didn't talk to him. No text messages, no YM, nothing. And a friend may developed an interest towards him too. So yeah, i wanted to give up then. Didn't check if his car was parked in front of my place as it usually is, didn't care, wasn't expecting and then...i saw him.

Back from his class, with his friends. And as usual he started his car to go out to eat. But that day, he waited. For all of us to go together. It seems like i need to really give up on him to finally get him. Who knows that might happen. And who knows, something else might happen also. After all, anything can happen in a month.

Finally, selepas 5 bulan menyepi di Shah Alam kerana sibuk mendapatkan pengajian, saya akhirnya cuti! Yay! Walaupun hanya selama sebulan, mungkin sudah memadai. Nak kerja!!!! I need money! Next semester gonna cost more especially since im renting at a nearby apartment.

Wah! 1 whole month away from the people im used to hanging out with, the waking up early to go to class, the rush of doing assignments last-minute, the lepak sessions after class all around shah alam, the mad car rides with them. OH! Trips to Sani!!! Im missing it already! The last 2 weekends was exceptionally fun! Naughty but rest assured, safe!
Last weekend, i along with my friends in 2 separate cars when to Layar Tanchap. A free, art event where students, groups or individuals come to expose themselves in creative ways. We watched enthusiastic poetry reading by Miss Fynn and Ayah Aji, a lecturer from UiTM. His reading made me hyperactive. And since then...joget2, jerit2 sakan. Hooting and such. Jemm!!!

Met Ashley and Anoah Alias also. Tonton ayaq dan Funky Doryz perform, bergelak sakan tonton Arus. Best lah!

I went to support my friends and at the same time check out the event as this is my first time. Been hearing bout it a lot, but never had the chance to go. Ni dah menetap di Shah Alam dapat lah pergi..

Dan dapat macam2 lagi. hihihi Kat sini la jadi jahat sket. Overnite luar, x tido mlm, tido dlm kereta, sleepover at friends' house.. Midnight show movies, late night outings, jalan2 sampai ke TTDI, Puchong. Hebat jugalah!

The last night before i went back was the best. We had class dinner which i wore a dress to. And had a very ehemm flattering response. Yerlaa a tshirt and jeans kinda girl who usually hangs around the boys, perangai pun kasar. Alih2 pakai dress, x ke maut! Trying to make a quiet entrance was a failure. All of them waited in front of the entrance and clapped while hooting when they saw me. The irony of it. And the biggest irony of the night is, a girl flirted with me! Mak x rela nyah!! Ahahahahahaha! Kalut, therefore i stayed away from her and hang around the boys. My comfort zone. Rasa secure sket.

Had a real good time, joget2 dangdut, shuffle2 sket, karaoke. Laughing out loud, teasing, being teased. All ends well. Wait! Tu baru dinner je. Afterwards, a bunch of us in 5 cars went out to Seksyen 13. Ade this place with a long bench with a view of the stadium, we had a midnight picnic. Anip strumming on his guitar making fun of Encik Azrul, we made up factual but offending lyrics along with his signature trademarks such as "LIKE IM SAID" and "WHATEVAH!"

It was great, late night, lepak2, minum2, makan2, gelak2, borak2. Guys, that night was simple and memorable. Ajis, Pali, Wan, Arie, Anip, Phia, Sara, Yan, Adly, Ramzi, Fadol, Sayoq, Nazmi, Adin, Cwook je takde. Thank for the night guys.

Lastly, No'on and Farah..thanks for letting us sleepover.
Missing u guys.