This was meant to be a 1 para FB post - after I saw photos and read news of Tunku Jalil's passing. But then feelings flooded in. When youre alone and exhausted, steer away from nostalgia and sadness. Its a black hole.
"When you have experienced great lost, you become vulnerable. I cry watching other people coping with lost. Its like I am reliving mine 😢
I never questioned why I never got the chance to be in attendance when my brother passed, because I know God is giving me the chance to overcome grief.
For He knows there would not be any strenght left in me had I been present. I left him, I said goodbye.
As selfish it may be, I was the one who went away. He didnt leave me.
In loving memories and painful heartache, I miss you Adik."