Serendipity: a fortunate accident

Sometimes you know its wrong but you need to speak about it to your friends. Just so those feelings you restraint wont channel to that place where it must go but should not.

I am feeling that now. And I cant think of any friend that would just listen. And the most they can do, listen and tell me NO. I dont need them to tell me that. I know that myself. I just want someone to listen so that I wont go after the thing they said no to.

Haha, writing in gray. I can write it with crystal clear image and say its a fiction Im working on. But no, I only write what I know. And this can be shocking.

So, No.
Im telling that now.