DND

the thoughts from beneath

DND

28 November 2016

I have decided. I'm 27, it's time I do things for myself. No more trying to please people around me. Try to jaga hati a lot of people. I have made progress. I learn to cut of toxic relationship. I untangle myself from unworthy friendships and I stopped making efforts to those who dont deserve my...

13++ things I want for myself before I turn 30

the 13++ list

13++ things I want for myself before I turn 30

22 October 2016

This place needs a lot of dusting! I've been wanting to be back but daily, I seem to prefer to waste my time staring at my phone screen. Why the sudden decision to blog? I need to find writing mood as I have a 4 page write-up that I need to deliver tomorrow. Article will be about Black Sea tourism....

Intention + Investments = Insecurities

the thoughts from beneaththe wishful thinking

Intention + Investments = Insecurities

17 August 2016

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Doing things for yourself

the things they told methe ungrateful brat

Doing things for yourself

26 July 2016

I have this exact image printed and pasted on my office cubicle panel. Right next to me. As a constant reminder to be...

Ennui

the thoughts from beneath

Ennui

13 July 2016

In efforts to fix myself, remove negativity, eliminate toxic people - I've become a recluse. I noticed I didn't like...

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

ABCBthe happy pillsthe wishes of wellness and sometimes condolences

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

11 July 2016

Salam Aidilfitri! Not too late I hope. Been away for too long. Had no time for myself, what more to write for leisure. How...

Midnight Microblogging

the thoughts from beneath

Midnight Microblogging

17 January 2016

I am the type of person who writes whenever I need to cope with sadness. i used to blog all the time. And then it was on Facebook status, responses were immediate. i didnt like it much. I moved to Twitter - the messages get dilluted by others' faster. But that means it gets small amount of readership....

Drive your life

the thoughts from beneath

Drive your life

08 January 2016

I never meant for Serendipity to be depressing. But thats all Ive been. And every time I feel bad - I put it into writing. I dont know when or how it happened,  but Ive lost my drive. The drive to want, to aspire, to strive. The drive to be open, to make effort, to allow. Ive lost...