The next best girl

Have you ever been the next best girl? The girl that THAT guy will turn to asking for advice. The girl he would call to accompany him to places. The girl he'll ask to be his date when he don't have one. The girl he can swears, fart and cry in front of. The girl he go to, to practice his confession towards his dream girl not knowing that this girl, have feelings for him too.

Very Kuch Kuch Hota Hai right? And that is exactly it. When Rahul confesses to Anjali but actually was practising it for Tina, I know how Anjali felt. As the rain starts to fall, so did all her hopes.

I never notice I was Anjali and Z was Rahul. We are not as close as them. We dont see each other daily. Heck, we have never had any face to face conversation. But Z was comfortable enough to give me a poem he wrote. He asked for me to translate it. It was beautiful. And it described marriage. Im not embarrassed to admit I wished it was for me.

I didn't keep it the first time he showed it to me. I did the second time though. Z was surprised I still remembered it. He thought I kept a copy of it. But I didn't. Told him its not mine and wasn't for me. I have it now but Im not going to publish it. Because its still not mine and still not meant for me.

Z was comfortable enough to call me in the middle of the night to help him calm his nerves. He was asked for time from his 'Tina' but he felt rejected. That was my Anjali moment. Remember the time Anjali looking really ugly crying her eyeballs out? It was the same for me.

I never thought I'd be living Kuch Kuch Hota Hai. But I did. So, will Rahul finally be with Anjali in my Kuch Kuch Hota Hai? Only god knows =)