Yana, semalam sebok bertanya who my new person is. So i told her a few things bout him. The fact that we talked and shared a lot helped me move on, but i dont want to fall for this person. To which her reply was

Tapi i nak you fall in love dengan dia, if you dengan dia i'll be soo happy, i bahagia, nak jerit and nangis tears of joy!

Like wuttafish?

Esok balik Sungai Buloh! Selepas kenduri di Bukit Jelutong. Boleh jumpa Rauf. Heheheheh the distant cousin who i consider as somewhat good looking sebab he looks like a Japanese actor. dan bapanya Mick Jagger (lookalike!).

Kemudian Isnin akhirnya baru dapat pergi dating! Dengan Fiqo. Hohohohohoho Lama sungguh tak ketemuan ya? He wanted to go out last Wednesday after his final exam but sadly Im working. Kan?

Selasa nak buat apa ya? Rasa macam nak membawa diri ke Nichii di Pudu yang menayangkan poster besar kaler oren SALE!!! Memanggil-manggil dah,

Rabu is the long held up get-together with Mille and Nana. Hopefully kali ini dapatlah menonton Dark Knight, attempt number berapa ntah.

Dan Khamis BALIK SHAH ALAM!!! Yeay-ah!

Jumaat kalau ikut plan mau keluar ramai-ramai menonton wayang. Boys, The Mummy shall we?

Ibu jari kaki kanan terkoyak sebab tersepak besi kicik masa bukak pintu kedai, masa tu tak perasan lagi. Sedang mengangkat barangan bawah tapak kaki ada rasa cecair pekat likat, darah fuuuhhh jangan cerita! Nasib baik klinik di sebelah. Occupational hazard kiranya.

Esok last day!! Yessss! Bahagia, maksudnya im going back!

And of course, bila ada injury yang sebegini we tend to do sumthing that will somehow 'terkena' the wound. Murphy's Law. Ishk! I accidentally trip kat welcome mat AND i kicked the table while trying to get up from my seat. Yerp! And i keep bleeding love. Oh well! The frikkin irony.

Result akhirnya keluar setelah nearly a week of waiting. And bloody hell! My pointer dropped!! Like banyak! Padahal 2subjects je pun! Wuttafish? Orang lain makin naik pointer and mine got lower. Wuttahell is that?

For the first time, i cried out of dissapointment because of good result but not up to my expectations. Tu lah pasal taknak lecturer asik dok heboh2 hani ni, hani tu. Sebab expectations too high! And i myself put high hopes to myself. Sekarang? Haih!

Anyways, alhamdulillah! Im thankfull masih lagi dalam Dean's List.

Ada orang yang boleh buat lupakan pada dia (yang penangan terlalu hebat sampai terlalu susah nk stop)..tapi orang itu dekat. Sangat2 dekat. Paling dekat dengan dia.


Im scared shitless.

Last Sunday at 3pm I left work early to go back to Sungai Buloh. Kononnya nak jadi indipendant balik sendiri naik komuter dari Kajang to station Kuang. So dah beli ticket, menyediakan diri untuk hadapi apa rintangan dalam perjalanan. Jadi masuk tren buat-buat berani. Baca berapa kali stops, tengok2 ada 14!!!! Bunuh diri ke apa? Dahlah dari Kajang nak menyampai stesen Serdang dah 20minit. Cuba darab 14? Tak ke muntah darah nk menyampai destinasi?

Pulak tu, bau sangat memualkan. Hari Ahad, semua bangsa-bangsa buruh kasar disatukan bersama. Nepal, Bangla, Indon, Madura, Banjar. Adoih! Nak muntah. Dahla terhuyung-hayang. Terus pasang niat nak tukar route. Berenti kat KL Sentral balik Setiawangsa. Jadi tanpa melengahkan masa, roger siapa yang patut. Serious tak larat. Sampai Kl Sentral terasa cm melihat dunia kali pertama. Oklah exaggerate sikit tapi rasa bersyukur dapat elakkan diri dari muntah dalam tren.

Jadi since dah sampai KL, macam teringin juga nak ke gig Anip di MCPA tapi apakan daya, dah mabuk journey lama. It took me 2 hours to get to Setiawangsa. Haih! Xpelah, Isnin nak tengok darknight dengan kawan2! Kononnya! Nak menyampaikan hari Isnin dah berapa ramai cancel.

Mimie xnak pegi kalau xde Zifi, Sara xnak gi kalau xde Mimie, Yana dah tgk dengan Kuyeh. Yang Phia paling best. Pukul 3 pagi cancel tapi suruh Zifi yang message. Pandai! Jadi pagi itu bangun dengan niat nak tgk Dark Knight sorang2, since semua dah cancel. TATAPI! Bapaku awal2 lagi sudah datang ke Setiawangsa paksa teman dia pusing satu KL settlekan hal2 tergendala. Siap pujuk lagi, "xyah la tengok harini. tengok hari lain" dah tak dapat izin nak buat camne kan? Adoyayy!

Stress! Nak emo sekejap. Ishk! Hancus punahs jadis debus cita-cita.
Tapi dalam pada itu sempat pulak pergi sekolah kejap ambik sijil SPM yang result x seberapa itu. Apa-apalah! Yang penting skarang dah balik semula ke kedai. Kerja tinggal 3hari! Yessss!!!!
Zaman2 torture dah nak habis.

Lupa! Masa Mummy Kim hantar kat komuter station she wanted to give RM100 allowance. Boleh tak i said, banyak nye? And so, she gave me Rm50..je. Sengal gak aku ni kan? Adoih! Tolak rezeki. Bodoh gila.

Bila kerja sebab bosan dan tak berduit, kita selalunya miss out on things. Time2 tulah org ni, orang tu nak ajak berjalan ke..nak gi roadtrip ke, nak tengok muvi lah. Ishk! Seblom2 tu xnk pulak.
Lepastu, akan jadilah benda2 kecil yang sememangnya menyusahkan seperti the place you work at do not have that many customer and your boss doesn't talk much. Or he rather not talk to you. Apa-apalah!

Then you realised your bday gift flops from your bestfriend dah start ditelan zaman. 2tahun pakai and now its starting to look like The Joker's face sebab dah merekah walaupun colour maseh vibrant. Still!

And to top it all....the desk is taller than the chair, lepas tu pulak kerusi ni jenis tak boleh nak menampung beban yang berat iaitu yours truly so kerusi ni akan slow2 mendap ke bawah! Aih!

I can find fault in anything..

Hal rumah sewa yang tak selesai padahal lagi 2 minggu nak masuk sem baru.
Hal kerja yang membosankan serupa tak kerja.
Hal kewangan yang tak pulih-pulih lagi.
Hal result yang tak kunjung tiba.
Hal ketiadaan Puan Azian dalam list nama tenaga pengajar batch kami.
Hal nak menonton Dark Knight beramai2 tapi terbatal.
Hal gig esok yang tak berpeluang nak kunjung.
Hal patient aku yang masih tak faham bahasa padahal kes dia sudah selesai.
Hal nak balik Sungai Buloh dari Kajang, turun KL kemudian balik Kajang semula.
Hal kredit yang cepat habis sbb bergerak macam air.
Hal kawan2 yang balik cuti belajar dari UK tapi sorang pun aku x jumpa lagi.
Hal bosan tapi xde duit so kena kerja tapi kerja pun bosan.

Aku fenin!

Rasanya ramai lagi yang taktau but this is the bottles im surrounded in daily for the next 2weeks. Im helping put at my uncle's store to get money since im dead broke. Adoih! Most of the time there's nothing to do thus you can see me online since noon til night. Other times, i help out by washing the bottles and refilling them. Xde buat apa sangat. Working hours is from 12.30 to 9.30pm. And on Fridays it opens after Friday prayers, closed on Mondays, and opened early on weekends. Camtulah.



First day was last Sunday, but i curik tulang sebentar. Pergi Fish Spa next door. Heheh it was fun! Tingly and ticklish. And afterwards, reflexology which hurt as hell. The masseuse told me i have ovary problems which explain my irregular menstrual cycle, and imbalanced hormones which explain the zits, i also seem to have a bowel problem. Padahal senang je berak. Lepas makan sure berak. And the best thing is, dia suruh diet! Adoyay! Yerlaaaaa... Nasib baik nak dekat puasa dah.

Gambar riang gembira semua hyper tunjuk gigi.

Yerlah org dah bosan ni kan. Korang, come visit! Im working at my uncle's store in Prima Saujana, Kajang. He sells water dispenser. Im surrounded by bottles. Bosan nih. Kerja memanjang online. Melangak depan PC. Donlod segala benda. Jemm!! Jenguk lah saya yang kebohsanan ini ye? Teman gi makan ke. Boleh juga.

Its been 2 weeks. Ada lagi 3minggu. Jemmmm!
But, i thank god for gig Scream Out Loud on Sunday, dan The Dark Knight untuk ditonton beramai2 on Monday. Kurang2 dapat jumpa separuh yang amat dirindui.

And hello, new hair! memang Cina Bukit habis laaa.

itu! the purple hat! i seriously want that. where can i get it? Or a less expensive version of it in the same shade? Naaaak! mabuk topi x habis lagi. Im still in my hat phase if anyone cared.

Semester break! Again.
For a whole one month.
Adoyay!! Nak buat ape je?
Duit xde, nk cuti2 jalan2 memang out of the question.
Nak kerja, who would hire a part-timer for 3weeks?
Huish.

Semester 2, a nasty one.
7weeks of weird study regime.
Up till the final day, im not sure what i've learned and hell yea! Assignments are only done on my the day we need to hand it in. Gila hebat last minute!
Entah lah cemana exam haritu. Didnt study at all until 3hours before the paper.
But im the first one to get out from the study hall.

My rented house aka Ferum (taken by the street name) was broken into twice. the second time being on the night of Tanchap which was friday, at 4.40am. Bloody asshole stole my handphone from my room while i was sleeping. The phone was next to me.
Imagine, he came into my room and stole a laptop and 2phones. What if he came in to do something else? Something worse?
Partly our fault because we didnt lock our door before we sleep. We had a late night, went back at 3 after Tanchap, study a bit till 4 and was dead exhausted because the 3 of us, Phia, Sara and I all went to Tanchap/ Pqa went out too to watch her bf play badminton. Jadi, kami memang tido mati.

So now, everyone from Ferum decided to move out. Insya allah we are moving to the houses in front of Unisel. Next to Yana's house. Haish...will be missing the old house. Corner lot, big, comfortable, but sadly not safe. I'll be missing the badminton tournament we had daily till 3am.
And having Mimie or Andre over at our place to keep watch. They were the best. For the whole week after the first break-in either Mimie or Andre will come to our place, lepak outside buat assignment sampai pagi. Sayang on the last night neither was there. Kalau x, memang takde pape jadi lah.

Takpelah...benda nak jadi. The burglar must have been keeping eye on our house. Yer lah, rumah student perempuan, kat tepi mainroad pulak tu. Vulnerable. At least we are all safe. And we're preety sure who the guy is.

Haish, Mimie, Andre, Ken, Chong, Arie, Cwoo, Ajis, we really thank you. The whole of Resak, Kekwa, Kristal thanks so much for being there for us.

Oh yeah, lupa. This sem suddenly ter-agak rapat with most of Pakchaq's classmates. Kelakar pulak. Yer lah sebab Sara is now with Mimie. And Shara quite close to Apek/Fazs. Im already close to Ken yg memperkenalkan Andre, jadi the whole house is close to Andre also. Hmmmm!
It all started with the housewarming barbeque.