I still have not recover from sorethroat dah nearly a week since last Sunday. Esok malam will be attending Konsert Siti at IB, more reason to lose my voice. Z said if the kids at Nuh's Ark ask why my voice changed, just tell them my voice broke. Jemmm!

Been feeling tired past few days. I slept at 8 last night and woke up at 7. Gilalah! Almost 12 hours. The plus side, I didn't have my dinner. Kurang sikit makan. Dont misunderstand me, even if I have sorethroat, is sneezing, have phlegm and runny nose, I am still eating well. The sickness does not bring lose of appetite together with it.

Last Thursday I went to kindie after cuti sendiri on Wednesday. Cant stay away, I miss the kids. Halis Khadija came running to hug me when she saw me coming. And there was a fews of them who was calling out my name. I feel so welcome. Ngeeee! Some brought their own lunchbox for lunch. Among them is Halis who brought rambutan. She gave me one. I thought the gesture was incredibly cute and funny! In the US, teachers get an apple. Here, they get rambutan? Cute! Sadly Im coughing so I cant eat it. Gave it to Bip.

Punat came to visit pick up his jacket and matrix card on Thursday evening. Had a lepak session for a while with Ya. It was great seeing him again. Lama tak jumpa. Sadly he doesnt want to eat at Sani! I miss Sani. Chaqqq, still waiting for you to bring me there. You are my only hope.

Today went to watch Transformers 2 with Abah. I was in awe! The best part was when everyone clap after the movie ended. Good appreciation. Michael Bay is a good director because he manage to deliver and put the movie on the same level as the first. The downside is (according to Abah and I) too much fighting and robotic sequence. It's unbalance unlike the first movie where we can see the development of characters. Im a girl, I want the emotional approach of the movie too! Needless to say, scenery is breathtaking. Z would like it. It featured places he been to. Places I yet manage to see in the middle East.

Finally I got to see Milly ever since she got back. Just a quick visit while she's working. Tak puas like duh, obviously. Bump into Safena and Aqilah. Safena's remarks was loud and clear. I've gain A LOT of weight since school ended. She has no subtlety, nvm. It doesn't hurt me much though. Remarks about my weight never seems to hurt me. I dont get it why other people is so bloody bothered by my weight. My body! Im comfortable in my own skin. Just because you are not, doesnt necessarily mean others are as well. Ill do things when I see fit okay. Kene act on own wants.

And Z, he went back to campus today. Sigh. Okay, even if I've never seen him (yet) eversince we got closer, Im going to miss him. At least when he was in KL he is nearer. Which makes my hope to see him seems obtainable. Oh well, there will be time for it. Kan?

The reason I smile everyday.

Being surrounded with kids have a lot of benefit. Im hardly ever emo. They are all so fun to be with. And especially fun to talk too. Downright funny!

Before exercise last Thursday, Khairul Adam came to me.
"Aunty!! Last time I went to Petrosains, I play inside the helicopter!"
Another boy came, "Aunty I also went to Petrosains to play inside helicopter!"
"Oh you did? Did you 2 went together?"
To which Khairul Adam looked at me, tried to arrange his words and replied "No aunty, I went THREE-gether with mama and abah".

I've decided its okay to let you in inside my life. Its okay to let you get to know me. Its okay to let you get acquainted with my different persona. Its okay to let you read (if you like reading) about my past, my present and share my hopeful futures.

Im just hoping you will eventually feel its okay for you to share things with me too.

Quick updates:

• My 'monthly' visitor finally arrives on 19th June 2009. Exactly a year, a month and a week after the last time.
• Im loving the job at the kindergarten. Kids seems to love me, which is new. Hello, Ifan used to cry just by looking at the back of my head.
• The other aunties working there are nice people. I like them. Easy to talk to. But my English seems to be following theirs. Not a good sign.
• Went out yesterday with Ya, Kecik, Bip and Sara all around BB to shop. Then meet up with Wawa, Ajis, Cwoo, Sayoq, Amin and Botak at Urbanattic for the free gig. I hate free gigs by the way. Too many people. Especially budak sekolah. Managed to watch Restraint only. It wasnt as fun as it use to be. No wonder I stopped going to gigs.
• Flu bug is in the house! Some are speaking like Fran Fine already, with clogged nose. Im starting to have the sandpaper effect in my throat. I guess Im next.
• From Shah Alam to KL by bus, trains and a lot of walking! Haus tapak glads aku!
• Esok ada test marketing.
• Nak pergi Kampung Warisan later. Last day to see Abang Ben's family. Last time to see them before they leave for Boston. He's doing Masters in Harvard. Damn. Harvard.
• Next time Im free, I'll write about the kids. And post photos too.
  

So i got the job at the kindie. 2 hours on Monday to Wednesday in between classes. And full day for Thursdays and Fridays.

Job description includes lotsa things I am to malas to list down. But they pay RM5 per hour or RM40 per day. Which is a lot actually! I've met the 2 senior teachers who are both Filipinos. Looking forward to work with them. Aku ni kan sukaa kalau jumpa foreigners nih.

Studies okay lah kot. PPDT is expected to be blah. Tapi Marketing macam best jeh. Lecturer tu ala ala preety boy la kan. So semua students (both girls and guys) seems to like him. Some flirt openly. He's married though. Looking forward for his subject.

Haa cerita rumah! Since its short sem with only 2 subjects to study, classes is only on Monday - Wednesday. Therefore, rakan-rakan serumah akan lesap pada Rabu malam. Bapaaaaaaaakk bosan! Rumah besar yang kesunyian.

Haa camtulah.


Oh, Z.. not gonna happen. Ntah!

Malas nak menulis. Malas macam-macam benda. Simply malas.

Kelas dah start 1st June tapi Digital Audio & Video Production subject is replaced with Principle of Marketing. What a let down! Dah lah tu.. dah 3 kelas, tapi still xde lecturer. So i skipped class. Memang rajin agaknya nak masuk kelas layan Mary berborak.

Im just hoping kemalasan akan terhenti when and if i start working at a nearby kindie.

You seem to get better in my book with every page I turn.
With every single thing you said, my face turns red. With every single confession you make, i melt.
I want to get to know you more.

Hmmmm..

Nak Daim sekotak pls!