Okayh, so i went back early from college. On Wednesday (24th Sept) selepas handing in last minute asgmnt for VisualComm, attending Digital Photo class sebab ada test. Tapi asgmnt hampeh x siap. Digital Photo is sooooo not my subject. I don't know why. Its just taking photos but I just cant point it out apsal susah sgt nak attend, learn and hand in asgmnt. Dahlah tu N's class is the easiest among other lecturers. He accept photo asgmnt yang photos je. Kalau lecturer lain kena proper, tampal kat cardboard, ikut instruction. And yet, im sooo malas. Xtau lah, mungkin sebab xde the gadget or x faham so i cant deliver.


Speaking of gadgets, im dying for Nikon P80. Semi-pro compact SLR. Naaakkk!! Retail price is at Rm1200. Mana nak cekau duit banyak tu? Haritu while shopping raya on Thursday (yang agak annoying and depressing) sempat usha fuctions and such kat Sg.Wang. Tengok features, clarity semualah. Puas hati sebab ianya x bagak dan berat tapi boleh main shutter speed and aperture macam SLR. Fuuuh!
Abah pun dah berkenan, kira green light lah tu. Dulu nak Canon G7 tak tercapai, hopefully yang ni boleh lah.
InsyaAllah.

Khamis haritu kononnya shopping raya dengan Mama. Tapi sebab i can't shop with women. I was annoyed the whole day. Buang the fact that I am female myself. I simply can't shop the way other women do. I like to plan what to buy, where to go, look for it, decide and pay. Afterwards baru jenjalan kalau teringin. Or else balik. Mama, planning tu ada tapi tak execute. She tends to wander to other section. I x bole cenggitu. Bukan mama je, anyone for the matter. Dengan my girlfriends pun susah. Fussy sangat. Ini xnak, itu xnak. End up browsing the whole mall, trying every single thing tapi tak beli apa2. Frustrating tau tak?! That's why i prefer to shop alone. Or with guys. Guys if dorang try tapi tak beli, i can tahan because they dont complain. Pastu dorang tak whine 'alaaa i teringat la tadi tu, nyesal tak beli.' ishk!!

And so, on Friday pergi shopping dengan Abah pulak. That morning after he finished his business kat bank sekejap, singgah TESCO Ampang nak cari lawn mower. Then, we send clothes donation to Mama's office then shoot off to Ampang Park. Finally dapat beli something. I got myself a black pants and a pario to wear with last year's kebaya top and abah bought a green songket. A bargain, it was Rm39. Sapa xnak? Kaler pun chun. Pastu we returned to Ampang Point sebab the day before Abah ada tersuka baju Melayu tu tapi x beli sebab xde plan dalam budget. Tapi he deserve to treat himself jugak kan?

Jadi raya tahun ni tema kami Hijoo! Adik pakai balik his green baju Melayu, i will be wearing baju kurung yang dah bertahun ada dlm almari tapi x pernah pakai sebab segan banyak manik, Mama for sure ada baju nyer, and Abah with his new baju Melayu. Abah tiap2 tahun warna hijau, different shade je. Next year nak propose pink karer lah! Abah said he's fine with it. Tapi I have a problem pulak. Absolutely loathe pink!

Saturday berbuka kat Kajang. Sampai sana dah petang, sempat pergi Giant jap sebab Abah nak browse harga lawnmower. Dapat jugak dia akhirnya, bargain lah sebab it was Rm149. Kat tempat lain rm170 likedat. And i finally found the cleanser i've been looking for. Cetaphil for oil-free skin. Bloody expensive. Rm50 for a bottle. Its medicated and suppose to work lah kan sebab i've seen Zita, Acik and Milly's face really clear up after using it. Abah offered tapi macam segan je nak mintak. Not used to expensive things, wasn't brought up like that. Afterwards berbuka memang mengundang! Potluck from Abah's 5siblings, lauk semua mengundang! Jenuh mengunyah. Memang bloated habis.
Ahad, hari mengemas serumah. Task delegation: Abah-outdoor, Mama-downstairs, Myself-atas.

It was torturous! Bayangkan rumah berhabuk sakan, nak sapu dengan mop xdehal. Tapi kain baju kemain banyak. Everywhere. Dahlah tu, i think every flat surface ada barang. Pastu resdung attack datang jangan cerita lah! hidung nonstop berair, mata pun. To make matter worse, air haritu jugak nak kotor! karat macam apple juice. Baik terjun sungai kat seblah. Mandi pun x selesa. Tapi mandi jugak. Tawakal je laaa, tutup mata jgn tengok warna. Yang Cwoo bangang, lagi galakkan terjun sungai sebab mengikut mazhab dia (xtau lah apa) kalau kentut dlm sungai/laut batal puasa so boleh makan. Bangang! Umur dah 19. Perangai budak2.

And today, lepas lepak2, pack barang, tido kejap..pukul 3 ktorang bertolak balik Kuantan. Sampai sana pukul 6.30. We arrived almost the same time Mamalang, Bahalang and Kak Ngah samapi. Dorang baru balik umrah. Abg U pon ada blk from Aussie. Ishk dia tu blk M'sia mcm KL-Kuantan. Berbuka ramai2 with Mama's side of the family pulak. Not as much ppl macam selalu tapi today family Uncle Heli and Uncle Lan joined us. Yeesshh! Naseb baek puasa tinggal sehari. Tak larat nak berbuka bagai nak rak tiap2 hari. Sia-sia je lose 5kg during puasa and gain it all again in just one week. Damnit! Tak merasa pun weight lost.

Tadi lepak minum dengan Abah, Jiul, Aiman and Imran. The guys i grow up with. Semua about my age. Its sooo funny tgk these familiar faces, smoking dgn Abah. Gelak-gelak, borak2. Pulak tu semua dah ada significant other. Waahhh we are growing up kan? I never really have secrets dengan Abah And dorang ni pun jenis yang open up to Abah so our conversation are not limited. Tadi pun we moved from relationship, music to religion and ///.
Esok balik Pekan. Cant wait!!! Bergegarlah rumah tu esok. Looking forward to meet Arwen for the first time and get headache listening her wailing hehe. Just hoping she doesnt cry like Ilya does. Mau semak aku esok! Okayh, now should go start on assignments. Fulfill the purpose pinjam laptop K.Ngah in the first place. Everyone, Selamat Hari Raya. Mintak maaf selama ni terkasar bahasa, tertulis any hurtful words, terbahan lebih-lebih, terkutuk belakang2, semua silap dan salah harap dimaafkan. Salam.

Liea

Yana and Phia

Wanie in centre

Leave me now, lengkaplah..wont have any of you in Malaysia anymore.

Cepat cakap sapa nampak kurus?!
xD

We are in the living room. Im online and she's watching the TV.
Dua-dua pun senyap.. Konon2 focus.
The dialog for the drama was 'fadhil itu yada yada sumthing2'

Dan secara tiba-tiba,
Phia: Fadol tu kelakar! I suka dia!! Hehehehhe

Im like wuttafish? tetibe je x pasal.
Semata-mata sebab character drama nyer nama dekat2.
Aih Phia, cemana nak hidup takde u. Kelakar gila!

\('o')

*Fadol tu our classmate. Funny guy, even without being funny.

Yesterday was 16th.
Yesterday was suppose to be the final goodbye before milly fly off.
And it nearly happen, but i didnt make it.
Was in the car with Wanie, Shamil was driving.
Just as we entered the highway to KLIA, Wanie got a call from Nana.
And I got a call from Millie.
They've entered the gate. It was 6, their flight was at 7.
They delayed 30minutes to wait.
But we didnt make it.

And of course, Wanie and I was crying like mad.
She didnt get to send Nana. And I didnt get to see Milly off for the first time.
Bloody depressing, our car was moving towards KLIA but we got nothing to look forward to.

Wanie was bursting dah, bukan crying lagi. Im not the kind yang nangis teruk2 tapi smlm was a record. All the way back from KLIA to Shah Alam, Wanie was still crying. I kind of stopped. Tapi sangat2 senang to start again bila tgk Wanie nangis. Kesian Shamil kene layan drama of 2 crying girls in the car.

Sampai Shah Alam, i went back to the dorm. Taknak balik rumah, nanti emo. So berbuka dgn Ya and Eikha, gelak2 sikit. At 8 balik rumah, mandi. Waaaahh just as predicted memang macam empangan pecah. Mata dah lah sepet, semalam buka pun macam x terbuka. Pukul 9 tertido masa tgh tengok Power Rangers The Movie. My mood was like crap! Asek rasa nak snap je smlm.


Milly, im sorry. I love you, i miss you and you mean a lot to me. Take care of yourself kat sana. Im always here for you. Rajin2 email i! We MUST update each other often. You have fun there, enjoy. Tapi no yeah please. I smack your butt nanti. Love you weed, see you soon.

1. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
2. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
3. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
4. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
5. May be God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
6. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
He wont c=

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Balik Semenyih/ikut Millie fly to Manchester study sana/power jadi jumper

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Millie/Nana/Eikha/Rizan

.4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Invest for my dream venue

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
I am in love with my bestfriend, haruslah the person im in love with is my bestfriend

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
definitely being loved by someone.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
there's no end

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
never put myself in that kind of shit. buat apa nk kacau hak orang?

9. If you would like to act with someone, who will it be?
Johnny Depp and Keanu Reeves, please! =)

10. What takes you down the fastest?
gravity/ caring too much about others

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Masters, Milf, Money, Married.

12. What's your fear?
God, failure.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Gadis kesukaan ramai!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Money cant buy love

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Check phone, kejut phia, tido blk

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Define ALL

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I already picked, and im happy!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i never forget.

19. Give one SUPER COOL word to describe about the person who tag you.
Ngegeh! xD

20.List 5 people to tag
Eikha, Fatin, Ashley, Millie, Anip ko nk buat?

I am using Kecik's laptop, free wireless from god knows who, in Tisa's room, at Zu's house.
And i feel like crap.

Gatal lagi nak sleepover rumah orang. Padan muka!
Im missing rumah Timah, my room, my pillows, Phia sleeping next to me, the content feeling inside that home and everything about the house.
Rindu rindu rindu!
Plus, i left Rizan's sweater there. Nothing for me to hug to sleep. *sob sob*

Tapi malam ni dapat berborak dengan Enor. Let out my feelings, my thoughts, my dilemma. Ask her opinion because she is another Scorpio, and she's the nearest oldest friend i have here. Lagipula, she was in this kind of situation before. She should know better.

Adoyayy!

This is our latest addition to our family. My niece, born on 31st august 2008!

16TH SEPT- MY BESTFRIEND IS LEAVING FOR MANCHESTER.

Weed, im gonna miss u so so much! Please dont forget that im still stuck here while ur painting the town red with Ayed and Nana. Aih!

Thanks for the quality time last Friday. So chun okayh? Among close friends makan bagai nak rak and spending time just enjoying ourselves.

Milly, Ayed, Paden, Payan, Nana, Rauf, Ash, my usuals.

And of course, Abaq, Wanie, Sara..u gorgeous happening people!

Rizan, wish you were there.

I am currently in Kuantan. Celebrating puasa here with Mama's side of the family. Being surrounded with little kids make me miss these little brats sooo much! Adam, Mike, Sam, Eriq..wawa misses you so so much. Aih! I cant remember the last time I went back to Semenyih and played PS2 or berganas-ganas with them. Rindu laaah! I have to make time to go back to Semenyih one of these days. Missing everyone and everything too much. If any one actually know me, they will know that Semenyih holds the biggest spot in my heart. Now and forever.

The photo above is myself with Adam and Mike, and this one here is with the 3 little monkids. Speaking of kids. We just had another addition. A merdeka baby! Kak Lisha and Abg Ayis are now proud parents of Aryanna Arwen Johanabas! Congratulations!!! Until fa dapat jumpa baby Arwen, you guys have to pass my hugs and kisses. Cant wait to meet her!

Ohh Kak Sha, selamat ganti puasa selama sebulan! Actually kan, you cant celebrate raya because you did not puasa due to confinement. Hehehehehehe!