I finally belong somewhere! Woot woot!
I am currently pursuing Diploma in Communication and Media at UNISEL.
Which surprisingly, does not suck as i imagined it would be.
Studies as of now is great, friends are nice. Food sucks though, and im known as someone who digests fast, which means i still need to do my business after i eat. No matter how little i eat. HAH! I still have not lose any weight. Takpe..takpe, masih ada masa. See how life treats me (with hope of losing weight) haha.
Will update more later, assignments!

Why is it whenever friends need me, i am there for them. Anytime, anywhere. Willing to help, willing to make time, willing to sacrifice. And when i need them, they are almost always never there. Yes, i have friends issues. I dont have a close friend until im 15. And she, is the only one who i think gives and takes as much as i do. The others, they just take. Im just their sad friend. Just when i thought i found great friends, they let me down.

Bila ada kisah sedih, mula cari aku. Humbankan semua pada aku. Bila dah selesa, gembira. Tak pula nak kongsi bersama. Tak pernah nak fikirkan orang yang dah banyak membantu. Tak pernah fikir, kawan yang ini perlukan sesiapa tak. Perlukan tempat mengadu tak. Perlukan teman nak luahkan masalah.

Truth is, i do! As much as how you guys are when you're in your mess. I may not have an important relationship or busy college life as you guys do. But yes, i also have a mess of my own. Im not asking for you to help out untangle my problems. Im not asking anything other than ur time, to lend ur ears just as i have done to you. is it too much to ask?

You say that you are there for me all the time. But where are you when i need you?
Right now, u people are my life. You top my list, my priorities. I may be a pest, asking for attention from you. But not for long. My life will start soon. And i will have different priorities. Soon. Have a great life. Have fun searching for new shoulders to lean on. Because i wont be here for you anymore, just as you never were.

Favourite new discovery!

I don't remember what i want to write. Had a lot planned in my head but the moment i clicked 'new post' everything went astray.
The past 2 weeks have been miserable! Millie went to UK and left me alone. I don't have friends in KL anymore!! Even if i do, nobody ever tells me if they're back here. I had a phone call by Jaja once last week, i Buzzed her but no reply came. So finally this week, i got my reply. She was admitted in the hospital, AGAIN! 2weeks before, she went into a surgery for her cease? and this time, her intestines (that's usus right?) was swollen. She didn't want to have another surgery, so they gave her pills and she had to stay in the hospital for monitoring. And she called me to accompany her in the hospital. A week alone? And only one call? Susahla likedat! Sooo sorry i didn't get to teman her. I didn't know! Sorry for myself coz i was bored doing nothing, and sorry for herself. She was lonely! Ja, you worry me! Stop getting sick! And stop telling me when everything is over! Hish!

Yesterday, middle of the night..i was nudged. Guess who? Millie!!!!! She's back! Rindu! Kangen! Shes having fever, cried on the plane because she's uncomfortable and claustrophobic. I was having fever too by the way, thanks to Whitney Houston for making me wait for her urgh ugly, disastrous performance. Hey, im no hater of hers. I was a fan, Was. She looked as if she was high on crack (as if? haa!) and unprepared and urghh, bloated! Aren't divas suppose to look good? Sigh..has-been. Even her shy, (the one who really was) unprepared daughter sang better than she did. And hello! Eventhough the Malaysian artists sang songs the crowd doesn't know, not even in the Pop genre, they were a hell lot better! And yes, thanks to the fever i did not go for The Otherside Orchestra album launch on Sunday. Been wanting to go and searching for people to go with since the week before.

And today, whadya know? I had food poisoning! Cant stay away from the toilet. Punah harapan nak keluar ke Mid Valley bersama 2 orang sepupu. Ciss. And while i was in the toilet, i had a text message from ilya (yes, i brought my phone in..takes a long time ok!). Her grandma just passed. Condolence ilya, i know u and your family was tested earlier this year. Be strong..ill pray for u. And then, i remembered my hard times when my grandma was still alive. And i remembered 1 particular person who was there for me the most. He wasn't a close friend or a family member. Just acquaintance, but he was there. So i clicked on his blog (which is still alive because the last time i checked, he deleted all his posts) and just found out that his dad is sick. Ill pray for him too, Mike.

And so...today's schedule: online, bloghopping, myspacing, facebooking, chatting. I have no life.

PS: Chat for quiet a long time with a certain someone from a band, make that 2 uprising favourite band. And ahem!! I got upcoming not yet released songs! Woohooo!!! Syok la ni kan.