As I hug you goodbye

As I hug you goodbye,
I feel my heart burdened
My arms wanting to tighten
Your hands bringing me closer
Closing in, sincere.

I feel a jumble of emotions flooding in.
Regret,
For recently discovering you.
For not knowing you enough.
Contested,
Feeling the warmth I shouldn't deserve.

As I hug you goodbye
I prepare for farewell
So long, until we meet again.









5.15 am.
You entered my dreams. Its almost real. If I am not me, I would have your fingers entwined with mine. And decide what it means later.