NHF.

Im dedicating today to you, I go through all our conversations. What we talked about. Life aspirations, work dedication, family and love commitment. Not many people understood you. Your rebelliousness, your quirky behaviour, your mentality. I tried.

Im sorry I wasnt around when you were battling your demons. Im so so glad you got over it. You had the help you needed. You found your angel that patched things up for you. Im happy you appreciated her. Im thankful you no longer have dark clouds surrounding you.

You were finally heading towards a direction where things make sense for you and the people around you. You never conform to society, always the rebel. But you never stopped believing in humanity.

Thank you for giving back. I dont think many people know you spent your birthday doing charity. That’s just you. Buat jahat senyap2 tapi orang tahu. Buat baik pun senyap-senyap. Memang you taknak orang tahu.

You are loved. Ramai tak faham how you are when you were alive. But alhamdulillah rupanya ramai sayang.

The void is indeed painful. The prayer you sent for my brother, I wish the same for you. Im sure you are protected too. Insya Allah.
May you be rewarded in the afterlife.
See you on the other side. Assalammualaikum.


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