there are 3 things that i want to experience. Not something big, but something that money can't buy and i need to find a way to get these 3 things if i really really want it. Kinda like achieving something in my adolescence years. Something to scribble off my 'Been there, Done that' list. And those things are to:

1. Be a groupie, not the american kind! Just the kind that hangs around with the band. Knows them personally as friends.
2. Date a rockstar! Could be the band's lead guy? Must be fun aite?
3. Have a song written for me.
   

Its like a connected list. U got one, u might as well get the other 2. Its a wishful thinking. Hey, a girl can dream!

1. Enor: Ade this one time, just the 2 of us...gelak sakan! We were laughing sbb tersasul cakap, sampai sentence jadi kelakar. Lecturers la mostly. Mood gila jadi mood geli. Yang tu enor. Ijat cakap 'mad bood' instead of bad mood.
2. Dill: She's like Phoebe! Gila quirky, cakap merepek2. Benda yg org lain x langgar boleh je dia tersadung ke ape ke? Clumsy!
3. Anip: Dalam kelas when we were laughing quietly about Encik Azrul's pet peeve tapi bila sampai kat dia, gelak besar! X control langsung.
4. Arie: When he farted at me, gila konfiden ko eh?? Mentang2 dah selesa. X senonoh. Oh ada sekali dlm kelas dia suruh bau ketiak! Bangang! For the record i didnt sniff ok?
5. Pali: He wanted to play football, tapi malas to change his pants. So he was thinking OUT LOUD if he should play in his boxers, but his balls nanti bergoyang. Sengal! Aku kt sebelah ko x fikir ke?
6. Sayoq: Hang makan roti canai mcm makan nasik. Dahlah tu, pinggan licin mcm xyah cuci.
7. Phia: Dia tumpahkan kuah kat pinggan Sara mase first time kitorang lunch bersama.
8. Sara: Haaaa, minah ni nak ponteng tp disebabkan a name mentioned her name terus jumpa jalan ke kelas!
9. Yana: Yana banyak sangat benda kelakar.
10. Intan: She wanted to say something but accidentally joined Arie and I singing and when she realised, dgn lajunye nk cover tapi kantoi babe!
11. Pakchaq: Dia nih suka koya (khayal). One time, dia koya tgk kolam, at 7pm kolam tu light up and ade water fountain. Boleh x dia terkejut? Ce'ot sungguh.
12. Imad: the best driver! Banyak kes buli dia nih.
13. Punat: He's simply the sweetest.
14. Ken: Aaaaahhh! Si comel suka bloopers.
15. Abu: The most colourful, kan sayang?
16. Nik: Singing off key- LOUDLY!
17. Sari Atikah: Minah ni kentut xde bunyi, tp bau jangan cerita!
18. Tisa: She's a hotstuff, a silent one.
19. Tasya: Explicit details unmentioned, but there's a lot going on when we fight.
20. Fyka: Teman bergelak even if we dont understand half of it.
21. Alan: He put MY finger in his nose!
22. Ijat: Manushia Esth! Dia tsebut huruf S lain tsikit.
23. Bal: His ears turns pink when he blushes, and we walked around KL Sentral showing off his A4 size photo of him posing like the Death Note actor, unnoticed! Embarassing because i was holding the photo.
24. Ekin: A girl was possesed, but she and i were laughing at each other. She saw me fell while trying to run away. I was shocked, ok?
25. AP: Dia bawak ktorang main hujan atas bukit.
26. Sharif: Suke main misscall dlm class, sekali kene backhand. Tros xde dah!

Rules of the tag:
Pick the month of your birth.
Bold the 5-10 things that most apply to you.
Strike out everything that doesn't apply to you.
Place the list of all the months under a cut.
Tag 6 people from your friends list to do the same.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Perlu ke tag orang?
Fine, i tag...

Sheryl,
Shammy,
Emon,
Sape2 lah yang baca my blog.

Budak-budak yang perasan indie dan baru mengenal orang2 indie. Sembang nak best, pastu cerita pasal orang mcm dorang kenal orang tu. Adelah a few, cerita-cerita pasal Sue Anna Joe, Fynn Jamal or maybe even Ahmad Kamal Abu Bakar (yg ni lain cerita...enter frame saja). Kelakar gila! Sembang nak gah. Hello, they're just people. Same like others only a bit more known than the rest.

Ada lagi, masih lagi dlm context indie. Budak2 sekolah yang pergi gigs dressing maut! Lagi kelakar. Tak padan dengan umur. Dahlah badan katik2, pastu nak flirt2. Ingat kitorang umur brape? Perlease lah! Yang laki sume dressing nak urban, sluar skinny berkaler-kaler. T-shirt indie, dangling chains, ko fikir ko ghetto? Yang pompuan pulak, fuuhhhh! Baju nk tayang saje! Ape bende nak tayang pun xtau. Flat. Pastu pakai heels 5 inci. Join crowd, sumpah lawak! Out of place habis.

Aha! Lagi satu yang PALING ikut trend. Starting up their own clothing label yang mana all the designs are either a) ciplak from devianart whoever or b) designed using the computer software.
Hello!!!! U need to draw those stuff lah cerdik! Dahlah kononnya ketengahkan art, tapi ntahape-hape. Bila bwk design nk gi printing, tak lepas, sbb susah nak print, charges mahal, x menjadi so tukar design. Adeyh! Semak lah! Dahlah bukan main banyak clothing label, nama merepek2 pulak tuh. Semak!

Tambah lagi semak, poser photographers. Bawak camera bagak2 SLR konon hebat tapi rupanya bwk camera tu utk accessories je. Ishk! Muak laaa..clean up the scene! While we're at it...buang sekali band asal boleh. People yg start up a band just because nk fit in. Mane nak dapat quality musicians macam tuh! Diversity mmg banyak, tapi mane nk stand out bila lousy ones who 'fight' for the same type of music dah naik dulu.

Kalau ikut the supply-demand context, mmg xde demand dah. Too many suppliers. Be it music, art, musicians, dah sesak sangat. People, stay true to your art, stay true to yourselves! Let those who really are worth a place in the scene get recognition. Kalau sume yg tahpape yg naik sampai bila people nak take it seriously? No chances langsung.

Im protective when i started to care about others. Especially girls.
And damnit! One of them is ROSAK! I know its not my live to live, tapi its frikkin annoying bila u got to know about the wrong things they're doing lepastu dengan bangganya mereka pegi canang satu dunia. Bodoh! Nothing to be proud of lah gila, sedar sikit boleh? You're young...tak padan dengan umur. Mix dengan orang salah, pandai2 lah jaga diri. Yang pergi ikut buat apa? Tak dapat benefits pun. Ishk! Lama dah simpan, its bursting out sebab makin lama makin teruk. And its worrying! Tell me, how can i help you when you dont want to help yourself? Cakap banyak2 tak guna gak, u have to make the choice. Jangan tunggu sampai bende yang xleh handle jadi baru nak sedar. Perlease laaa, time tu i'll rub it in your face. Dont make me say I told you so.