Kawan-kawan cakap dia single, lecturer cakap dia baru je tak available.
Kawan-kawan cakap jangan mengharap, nanti hati sakit.
Seorang yang terlebih supportive pula cakap, kalau berani pergilah try.

Selalu jadi macam ni! Kalau dah tersuka, dia tak suka. Dia dah ada steady girlfriend. Dia dah nak kahwin. Dia dah kahwin. Aih! Mana tak malas kalau asyik jadi macam tu.

Anyway! Raya tak habis-habis jugak lagi rupanya. Nonstop okay! Isnin open invitation kat Unisel which was terlalu happening sampai tak makan sebab ramai sangat orang jadi malas nak beratur.

Selasa kat rumah Erin & Ain, Timah memeriahkan suasana dengan dress masing-masing. Rare tak open house raya orang lain pakai kebaya, kami serumah pakai dress. Lepastu ambik gambar kat balkoni 14 orang. Nasib baik tak roboh. Kejutan di situ adalah housemates Erin terdiri daripada orang-orang yang tak disangka seperti bekas-bekas madu sesetengah Timah. Haha!

Malam ni invitation to Resak pulak. I only have 2 friends there, and those who know me well should expect a certain way of answer from me. Oh yeah, Im not going. Thanks for the invitation though.

Esok setakat ni tiada khabar berita open house lagi. (Updated: Invitation to Kiwie's at Keramat. Taktau lagi pergi ke tak. Timah belum berbincang.) Tapi Jumaat ada raya gathering fakulti Komunikasi & Media. Nak pakai baju cantik-cantik. Manalah tahu kan? Hahahaha.

Sabtu kenduri di Kuantan! Makan dan makan lagi!

Bagus kan anak bertuah ni? Well mama, your ayam berlada serai sangat sedap dan pedas tu yang TERjatuh pinggan tu. I hope I managed to throw away all the broken pieces. Tak pasal je nanti orang terpijak pastu kene marah.

Im currently uploading photos from the open houses I went this past 2 weekends and also from the events our faculty have been having. Since internet is too slow to surf and page hop, I decided to blog. Nope, not going to blog about the pleasurable people who opened their doors and serve us great food, or the people I share those dining experience with, or even about the feast of food. Penat lah cerita makan. Hari-hari buat. Tapi hujung minggu extra effort untuk makan. Haha!

Take Kak Nana's open house just now, they served kambing golek, nasi kerabu, laksa pahang and laksa penang, keropok lekor goreng. Each of it was really good! Memang tak keluar rumah asyik dok makan je lah. Plus, its among family. The people who can compete, and compliment your eating behaviour. Terbaik! Esok to Mak Lang and Mummy Kim's house in Kajang pulak. Fuh! Tengok, there I go blabbing about food jugak akhirnya.

Went to watch Papadom midnight show last night at Pavi. With Abang E, Hani, and the Syisters (Ya, Syaniz, Pinat). Lepak with them was fun and the movie was funny and scary at the same time. Think Abah stalking me. Or your dad stalking you. Haaaaaaaaa! Que Abang Ayis and Arwen. More like Kak Lisha and Arwen kot? Hehehe

Next point! Eheemmmmm Yours Truly took her MUET speaking exam last Wednesday, and by Thursday morning it seems like other people around her have gotten her result before her. Sungguh tak best! Its literally stale news when I finally got it. Habis bragging rights kena hijack. Dahlah I have to pretend to come to the Language Faculty to sign up for MUET seminar to get that news. Anyways, Band6. Wuhuhuhuhuw!!! Untuk siapa yang tak faham scheme pemarkahan MUET its the highest rank. Equivalent to A+. Maaf lah saya excited post kat sini. Orang jarang dapat pencapain kan? Kat skolah dulu nak cecah A pun menetes, apatah lagi A+. Sila gembira bersama saya.

Speaking of being happy... Hehe. Mode gedik dah sampai. On the contrary of the last post, I think I found someone who makes me feel giddy again. Tapi takdelah nervous excited feeling. Belum sampai tahap tu lagi. Because I still can act cool and talk to him. I have this speechless, mouth-locked-shut syndrom with the people I have crush on. Him, not yet. Hehehehe he's someone who have always been there but I didn't give the option to look at twice. At that time he was dating someone. I met him the first time during one of the event my faculty held. He joined a group photo. I didn't know who he was but I remembered he's good looking, with sweet approachable face. That was few months back.

Last week, I joined his class's presentationand I managed to see him in action. Boy was I surprised! He was very composed during presentation. Speaks English well, good diction, it was a pleasurable surprise. Im a sucker for guys who speaks good English. And I thought he was just another pretty face. Oleh itu did a little digging and found out he use to be very well known back in school. A teacher's pet, school's heartthrob, someone with a title, total major lock-down in everyone's good list. Takleh bagi specific details. Mati aku, I dont know who's reading and anything can be a point for them to use against me. Hehehehe.

Anyhow, saya dengan ini berharap kawan-kawan tidak kantoi kan saya lah hendaknya. Sekian terima kasih =)

I heard you are leaving, I didn't like it. Not one bit, not at all.
I know you are leaving, but I didn't expect it to be this soon.
I was never anything to you but you were always something to me.
That's why its hard, that's why something in me snap shut.
And that's why I actually cried.

I want you to go, because its always how I knew you.
Someone who is in motion, never in one position.
But a big part of me don't want you to.
Because it will mean you are nearer.
Eventhough you're in another state, at least you are here.

I can't bring myself to call you,
I can't feel myself making effort for you,
because you're not mine.
But I miss you.

I miss you.

Awak,
Saya harap awak jaga diri kat tempat orang. Lagi-lagi dunia tengah banyak bencana. Awak makin jauh, jadi rindu saya dipanjangkan. Terima kasih selama mana awak di sini. Saya doa untuk keselamatan awak. Dan juga segala yang baik. You're the worst break up I ever had. But its funny though, because we never had anything.

I can't lose something I never had, so tell me..why do I feel like Im losing you? Entahlah kan? Biarlah. Yang pasti, saya doakan awak selamat ke sana, di sana dan paling penting. Selamat Kembali.

I watched '500 days of Summer' the other night with Arie and Timah girls. I love it, and hate it at the same time. Its a harsh reality check. Its annoying to know that those type of girls exist. And I live amongst them. Hey, Im a girl too right?

Those girls are the pretty ones, not hot but not plain Jane either. She's in between. Attractive and approachable. And the best things about Those Girls are they know they can get them boys, they can choose anyone they like and they ALWAYS play the field. In short, those girls are the kind who 'like them, and leave them'.

I hate Those Girls!

1. For being pretty and knowing they are good looking enough for many boys.
2. They have MANY boys to choose from.
3. Those boys are usually kind. Too kind that they don't know they'll end up getting played.
4. Those girls are users.
5. They don't know what they want, therefore they give hopes to many guys.
6. They kept doing it again and again.
7. Despite it all Those Girls are kind and nice. That's why boys don't realise that they actually are being gamed.
8. And that my friends, are the reason I dont want to be the matchmaker!

Okay lah I malas. Tapi Zooey Deschanel memang fit the character sangat. Pretty, cute, alluring, attractive, approacable, deceitful, her face spells false hope. I like her. I just don't like Summer. Kesian kot all those guys. Berkawan dan dating is 2 different meanings. Get it right, stop playing games. You know I tell this because I love you.

15 days marks 1 whole year. And I feel missed. I miss the longing to see that special person, I miss having someone of my own. Especially now that everyone is pairing up. I feel like a pest everytime. When Ya and Ayaq go on dates, I tag along. Im the third wheel. When Ya and Ayaq, Eikha and Reza go out, I tag along, Im the 5th wheel. Im such a pest! Need a wheel of my own.

I do have friends who are single around me, but they have people around them. Some goes out with different guys all the time. Some on occasion, but still!! They're dating. And Im not.

Ishk cepatlah special someone tu sampai. Susah sebab its not a boyfriend that I'm looking for. Its someone to grow old with, to share an inside joke, to have meaningful conversations, to share life with.