Putuskan harapan bila ruang memang tiada.
Attempt number god knows what.
Stop now, dont start, never start.
Leave while you can.
Let go.
Attempt number god knows what.
Stop now, dont start, never start.
Leave while you can.
Let go.
Description of my feelings now.
Memang xleh buat apa.
I just told his bestfriend 2 days ago.
Seriously, wasn't planning too. But this guy, Mr.Bestfriend...he has a way of getting into ur deepest secret.
And so, i told him everything. About why i like the guy, how i came to like the guy, why i wait, and everything. No names were mentioned at first but hey, he's one of a kind. Not hard to guess. At all! Especially for his bestfriend.
Each time i tell someone new about these feelings i have, it started again. I like him again, i started back from scratch again. And that night, i know that i put a little hope. I may say i never hope for him to come but waiting for him itself is hoping. Hoping for things that may never happen. Haish, Mr.Bestfriend, u give me hope.
He actually gave words that i didnt expect to come from him. He said he will be happy if him and i were to be together and he would pray for us to end up together. Dear god, imagine my feelings? Sungguh terharu. He told me not to give up, and all i can say is, tak perlu bagitau...memang tak boleh pun.
If any of you can find me another guy just like him i will be shocked. Cari dalam seribu pun belum tentu ada. Kalau ada, chances i'll fall for that person too.
I confess, i dont want a boyfriend. I just want him.
Memang xleh buat apa.
I just told his bestfriend 2 days ago.
Seriously, wasn't planning too. But this guy, Mr.Bestfriend...he has a way of getting into ur deepest secret.
And so, i told him everything. About why i like the guy, how i came to like the guy, why i wait, and everything. No names were mentioned at first but hey, he's one of a kind. Not hard to guess. At all! Especially for his bestfriend.
Each time i tell someone new about these feelings i have, it started again. I like him again, i started back from scratch again. And that night, i know that i put a little hope. I may say i never hope for him to come but waiting for him itself is hoping. Hoping for things that may never happen. Haish, Mr.Bestfriend, u give me hope.
He actually gave words that i didnt expect to come from him. He said he will be happy if him and i were to be together and he would pray for us to end up together. Dear god, imagine my feelings? Sungguh terharu. He told me not to give up, and all i can say is, tak perlu bagitau...memang tak boleh pun.
If any of you can find me another guy just like him i will be shocked. Cari dalam seribu pun belum tentu ada. Kalau ada, chances i'll fall for that person too.
I confess, i dont want a boyfriend. I just want him.
Oi! u guys started a blog and didnt notify me??
Jahat tahu tidak?
Tak mengapa...nasib baik ada site feeder.
Langsung url pun sampai di depan mata.
Sorry guys, been busy. Nak update sgt susah.
Banyak tentangan dari segi masa dan kemudahan internet.
Tu lah tu, sampai kene kick out dari Catatan Pendek dari Neraka.
Haish!
Jahat tahu tidak?
Tak mengapa...nasib baik ada site feeder.
Langsung url pun sampai di depan mata.
Sorry guys, been busy. Nak update sgt susah.
Banyak tentangan dari segi masa dan kemudahan internet.
Tu lah tu, sampai kene kick out dari Catatan Pendek dari Neraka.
Haish!
Begitulah ceritanya...
Bila nak stop, nk move on mestilah orang itu kembali.
Xleh lari.
Dia suka main tarik tali.
Ikut suka hati.
Malas nak menanti.
Tapi masih juga terfikir lagi.
Bila nak stop, nk move on mestilah orang itu kembali.
Xleh lari.
Dia suka main tarik tali.
Ikut suka hati.
Malas nak menanti.
Tapi masih juga terfikir lagi.
Im tired of going to gigs. Indie gigs. Where the crowd is made up of people who wants to be 'in' and schoolkid posers. And as much as i say i hate going to gigs, i still go to some.
The things is, i just realised..i dont have a female gig buddy! Selama ni my girlfriend to gigs is Milly. Itupun she usually keep watch her booth, x join crowd. Nanti she went away to UK to continue her studies in September, who will accompany me???
Seriously, it use to be Rauf, Ash, Paden and Payan to the indie gigs.
And now...since i switched genre, i've been hanging out with the guys from college. Who are not even my classmates. I need a female friend. I must at least have one! Gila pelik, a nice sweet looking girl (eceehh!!) tetibe with all this guys yg berupa grown up tapi berperangai budak2.
On second thought, queer but acceptable. Hey, they're fun and kept me safe. So ok lah kot. Tapi still! I need a female company. Xde lah rasa outcast sangat.
The things is, i just realised..i dont have a female gig buddy! Selama ni my girlfriend to gigs is Milly. Itupun she usually keep watch her booth, x join crowd. Nanti she went away to UK to continue her studies in September, who will accompany me???
Seriously, it use to be Rauf, Ash, Paden and Payan to the indie gigs.
And now...since i switched genre, i've been hanging out with the guys from college. Who are not even my classmates. I need a female friend. I must at least have one! Gila pelik, a nice sweet looking girl (eceehh!!) tetibe with all this guys yg berupa grown up tapi berperangai budak2.
On second thought, queer but acceptable. Hey, they're fun and kept me safe. So ok lah kot. Tapi still! I need a female company. Xde lah rasa outcast sangat.
