Kadang-kadang I think i need the insecurities that other girls have. The feelings that theyre ugly and fat. I think i need to have that. Im just too confident and comfortable in my own skin that I dont feel the need to change physically.

Tapi Im never embarassed if people think Im not pretty or I dont dress well. Because I know Im not ugly. I lagi malu dipandang bodoh. Cantik is a plus. Bukan key selling point. Thats how I see it.

Some guys kadang-kadang tak faham that they cant get girls bukan sebab they are not good looking. Its how u carry yourself boys. Muka hensem tapi perangai fail takleh jugak derrrrr.

Of course it had to be

2PM!

Tak cukup lagi ke boys from school dah panggil Fa? Ishk!

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This made my 22nd birthday better. Balanced out the emo-ness.

Tangsue, Grobuela and Fly ambushed me in my room at 7PM with a box of treats and a loud rendition of Happy Birthday. You know what's my first reaction when they came in? 

"KIPAS! Tutup kipas!"  -___________-'

Yeah that. Because I don't want the wind to put out the candle. I should do that!

This is my penguin named Rashid - a gift from Kimi and Lii Jing! Super cute kan? They remembered how much I liked it and got it for me! The fish hanging on Rashid's neck is Sidek, his makanan from Ain. Why Rashid and Sidek? Because Lii Jing bumped into Rashid SIdek when she was getting the penguin for me. And she was super excited! Hihihihi

And this, is what that can make my birthday...DAEBAK!

THANK YOU EVERYONE!

Ainul

Emy

Syida

Kimi

Lii Jing

Ain

Tangsue

Grobe

Fly

Mini

and thank you for all the well wishes I received on FB, twitter and through phone.

I switched on WhatsApp and send this to her.

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Sebab I malas.

And this one is from the Cameron trip

Wishing I'm home.

Happy 22nd birthday Hani.

First time not celebrating as Fa.

I am away from home. Without family.

LJ said this means growing up. Literrally.

Sad birthday. Really.