I terfikir hal ni malam semalam. Terus tulis di twitter. Dan sememangnya orang-orang dalam fikiran itu juga yang ada di Twitter. Pelik sebab lebih ramai my guy friends are on twitter than the girls. Rajin pulak tu. Mentang-mentang masing-masing berBB dan iPhone.

Yang ni pulak pe'el Cwoo and Amin. Berlagak artis sebab timeline selalu dibanjiri tweet artis. Aih. Kalau bab menganjing, memang nombor 1. Aku pulak layan kan... Makin menjadi2. Baru 2 orang. Belum Fadol, Paley, Pakchaq, Ully, Andre masuk campur.

Takpelah. As long as you guys are around entertaining me =)

*Baca twitter postings dari bawah okay?*

Tiba-tiba rasa nak makan omelet kat Semenyih. Pastu dalam tu bungkus nasi kicap. Woih! Boleh pulak itu difirkan sekarang? Takpe2. Minggu depan balik dah =)

Love is a cycle. When you love you get hurt. When you get hurt, you hate.

When you hate, you try to forget. When you try to forget, you start missing.

And when you start missing, eventually you'll fall in love again.

I'm scared to care to much, to miss too much, to feel that rush once more,

to love again at the risk of getting hurt.

But what I fear the most is the part of you leaving me,

when I've already conquered those fears for you.

You asked me whose life is more important? Yours or mine. And I answered "mine".

You walked away angry- not knowing that you are my life..

Peterpan came one night and invited me to Neverland where I can never grow old.

I was about to go but I refused cause I thought of something better to do.

That is to grow old with you.

If you were the one who’d hurt me, it wouldn’t really matter.

The truth is, you can slit my throat, and with my last breath,

I’d still apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

For you I can.

Footnote: All these are taken from Zack Zuhairi's blog. I'm jealous a guy can express himself very well. His carefully written words are too beautiful not to be shared.

Our 2 cars convoy yang ambil masa 1 jam lebih sebab salah jalan dan tak tahu laluan alternatif. Adake patut jalan biasa tu tutup sebab bazaar Ramadhan pastu kita orang tak diberitahu?

The group photos of the night attendees.

The camwhore shots of the 'gorgeous' people!

Post-morterm and after party at Khaleel. Ritual korang ke?

Yang ni hasil kerja jahat Teng Wei Li'ek

Come down from the waist of time

Feel so empty when I feel so fine

Starting over we could change this light shadow sober

I've been waiting for far too long

Let's stick together

Coz you're keeping me warm but it's a lonely setting sun

I wait so long now my head is full of pressure

I need time to cure my mind

It's like a loop that lasts forever

I found me. In a form of a man. No, not a boy. Not a guy. A man.

People see him as complicated, I see myself as complex.

We are not both pun actually. Just because we think differently, we take something as a whole dan fikir jauh kedepan sikit, jadi kami adalah complicated.

I tak pernah rasa seseorang tu complicated kalau kita cuba fahami dia. Kalau kita ambik masa untuk kenal dan fahamkan, tiada orang akan jadi pelik atau kompleks. Melainkan orang itu sendiri yang buatkan diri dia jadi complicated sebab taknak fahami diri sendiri.

I've never found me before. I've never seen me on the other side. Sebab selama ni, I nampak I. I kenal diri sendiri, I tahu apa I nak dan I tetapkan kehendak dengan pendirian itu. Kali ni I nampak, pandangan luar terhadap kami yang dianggap pelik dan kompleks. There's too much resemblance in us.

Too much me in him.

We both have been hurt so much that it's hard to want to love anymore, in relationship and friendship.

We both are looking for something permanent that we can hold on too. Not just something for here and now.

We want marriage, no more of this dating, 'in a relationship' term.

I nampak takutnya dia sama macam takut I untuk jatuh. Untuk cuba lagi.

I nampak kuatnya penolakan dia, untuk protect diri.

I nampak nature dia sebagai pemberi, yang akan beri sepenuh hati.

I'm a giver, so is he. The giver always ended up getting hurt the most.

Satu je, I tak tahu kalau dia selfish macam I. I taknak share myself with anyone just yet.

Sebab I belum jumpa orang yang worthy of me.

Sumpah, aku takut jatuh lagi.

Bukan tak mahu, tapi tak perlu. Bukan sekarang. Aku takut.

Dah tetapkan yang seterusnya bakal jadi yang akhir.

Tak nak disakiti, dan tanggung perit yang boleh muncul lagi.

Aku tiada rasa pada dia. Yang aku tahu, aku taknak rasa itu.

Apa pun rasa itu. Itu bukan milik aku.

Dia pun tiada rasa untuk diberi.

Jadi apa yang singgah pada aku ini?

Kenapa kau perlu mulakan?

Mungkin kau tak sedar, tapi kau yang mula.

Aku taknak berada di pertengahan, persimpangan, malah pengakhiran.

Aku tak tahu jika ia untuk engkau.

Aku tak tahu jika ia untuk engkau.

Aku tak tahu jika ia memang engkau.

Aku tak tahu.

Aku tak mahu.

Bukan sekarang.

Kau pun belum mahu.

Bukan untuk aku, bukan untuk kamu.

Boleh berhenti sekarang?

Boleh jauhkan persefahaman dan persamaan kita?

Boleh kita berhenti mahukan benda yang sama?